Broken

I thought I loved you
But not today
The love I had
Seem to have slipped away

It really doesn't matter now
My heart is already broken
You needed a ride to my heart
Like a dummy I gave you the token

Now I feel betrayed
Now I feel decieved
Since I am now broken
What is there to believe

I thought you would be good for me
But I guess you were outspoken
You shouldn't care about me now
Its too late for I am broken

Emotions

Sadness

Cold

Hurt

Stress

Happiness

Joy

Laughter

The cycle of emotions continues

One day I’m happy

One day I’m sad

One week I’m joyous

The next one I’m mad

All ask themselves how this comes about

It is only emotions

They have to come out

Sadness

Happiness

Cold

Joy

Hurt

Laughter

Stress

Pushing

It seems in life I push so hard

Left with only disappointments

and mental scars

The harder I push

I am pushed further back

Not knowing what to do

Not knowing how to react

This thing we call life

Is such a give and take

You never know when you’re going to make it

Don’t know when you’re going to break

Got to continue to live life

Continue to make a living

Despite how hard things get

I have to keep on pushing

Suprise

It’s a surprise to see you here

Out of all places

Out of all faces

I see you standing there

Looking at me with wide eyes

As if to say surprise

What brings you here

And why now

It’s not that I am not happy to see you

But why now

They say your past always creeps up in the future

Now I see that’s true

Because out of all things in my future

I never thought I would be seeing you

Surprise.

Grow Up

There are people in this world I pity for.

In this world and don’t know how to live.

Don’t know how to handle themselves,

don’t know how to give,

the ones who need it the most, attention.

Instead on the internet starting drama

And I failed to mention,

also over the phone.

Grow up.

There is a time and a place for everything

and now is not the time.

Failing to put priorities first

is simply an over committed crime.

So take time and think about the words that I say.

Hopefully it will sink in one day.

Grow up.

For a Reason

At times I wonder
why things happen the way they do.
Why things doesn’t go as planned,
when trying to replace old with new.
Everything happens for a reason.
Hurt, pain, and suffering,
or excitement, surprises, and happiness
all happens when least expected.
Despite of everything,
always know your blessed.
God allows things to happen in life
that coincides with the next day.
Though sometimes I fail to realize it
I must say,
everything happens for a reason.

AJ

I Love You

It’s so amazing how I love you so much

even though you haven’t entered this world yet.

Every time you kick, I smile.

Every time you roll over, I blush.

Just awaiting your arrival makes me anxious and excited.

Our conversations are amazing, though you can’t talk back.

Your movements let me know you hear me.

They also let me know your okay.

One more month and your smiles and cries will be my world.

Your presence will keep me full of joy.

I am so ready for you, my first child, my little boy.

I love you.

Dedicated to my soon to be born son Adrian Xavier Amis Jr.