Suprise

It’s a surprise to see you here

Out of all places

Out of all faces

I see you standing there

Looking at me with wide eyes

As if to say surprise

What brings you here

And why now

It’s not that I am not happy to see you

But why now

They say your past always creeps up in the future

Now I see that’s true

Because out of all things in my future

I never thought I would be seeing you

Surprise.

Grow Up

There are people in this world I pity for.

In this world and don’t know how to live.

Don’t know how to handle themselves,

don’t know how to give,

the ones who need it the most, attention.

Instead on the internet starting drama

And I failed to mention,

also over the phone.

Grow up.

There is a time and a place for everything

and now is not the time.

Failing to put priorities first

is simply an over committed crime.

So take time and think about the words that I say.

Hopefully it will sink in one day.

Grow up.

For a Reason

At times I wonder
why things happen the way they do.
Why things doesn’t go as planned,
when trying to replace old with new.
Everything happens for a reason.
Hurt, pain, and suffering,
or excitement, surprises, and happiness
all happens when least expected.
Despite of everything,
always know your blessed.
God allows things to happen in life
that coincides with the next day.
Though sometimes I fail to realize it
I must say,
everything happens for a reason.

AJ

I Love You

It’s so amazing how I love you so much

even though you haven’t entered this world yet.

Every time you kick, I smile.

Every time you roll over, I blush.

Just awaiting your arrival makes me anxious and excited.

Our conversations are amazing, though you can’t talk back.

Your movements let me know you hear me.

They also let me know your okay.

One more month and your smiles and cries will be my world.

Your presence will keep me full of joy.

I am so ready for you, my first child, my little boy.

I love you.

Dedicated to my soon to be born son Adrian Xavier Amis Jr.

Rain

"Sometimes it starts as a misty rain
that gently touches my soul.
It cools the fire that burns in me
and I simply lose control."
Just like this old R&B song says,
that is how I feel in this weather.
The rain touching my window,
pounding down like the feel of a heartbeat,
like the sound of the base on a soft beat.
I can’t control myself in this weather.
It’s like we are meant to be together.
Me and you,
you and I.
Your soft warmth and soothing touch.
Oh how I love my blanket so much

in this rain.